There are times when I feel too big – not just in a physical sense but that I’m taking up space in being here on Mother. I get down on myself; I feel sad about me. So in my latest journal entry, I started pitying myself along these lines. But I’m figuring out that I just need to ask for help. So I did: Dear Ones, I need your help. I need your advice about how to get beyond this funk and see my own magnificence. Help me be my own cheerleader, my Number One Fan. Below is their response. I don’t know if you’ve felt this way ever, but there may be something here that will help you feel supported and uplifted.
You needn’t get external recognition for your magnificence. This is something you feel and shine out without needing to speak out, to ask others to tell you whether you are magnificent. You know it. You feel it. You’re confused because you’ve been told you are “less than.” That you are not magnificent. That you cannot believe in your own magnificence until someone agrees with you. NOT TRUE!
You feel your heart and it is glorious. This is you – this is magnificence of you. We can tell you but you must also turn inward, turn inside to see that you do not need agreement from any other human soul. We should say human, period. That’s because souls see the magnificence of other souls. For many humans, this never enters their conscious awareness. They may like and/or love someone and not know why or how to express this feeling as words. Some do sense magnificence in others and become jealous. It’s misplaced jealousy because all souls are magnificent. All souls shine. All souls are Love Divine.
But only each individual soul can accept this brilliance of light and love in themselves. That’s why the craving for acknowledgement is strong. They’ve been trained out of seeing their own shine, their own absolute magnificence, brilliance, and the core of themselves as Love Divine. Souls can overcome the training in dimming their light. We know is sounds cliche, but that’s just another way of training souls out of seeing their own brilliance – to reject something about Love Divine or just love in general as cliche.
But feeling one’s own Divinity is meaningful and powerful – the opposite of cliche. If you choose to call something cliche and brush it off, that doesn’t mean the light disappears or is diminished. It is only a turning away internally so as to make the human of you believe there is no light. There is always light. Light represents Love Divine. Light is the way for your humanness to understand better because it relates to your human visual sense. Of course, Light and light, while related, are not the same. But it gives you a little visual to hold on to.
When you let go of this body, you let go of the concepts that blinded you to your own light/Light. That is why so many who have been beyond and come back, tell of a brilliant light, more than the eye sees, as what the experience is when you let go. It is your own magnificence, your own brilliance and it is to you as if it is all-encompassing light. As in visual light. But the indescribable part that human souls seek to articulate is the “magnificence light” that is beyond the physical spectrum of light energy. This is Love Divine.
Some think it outside themselves but it is all within. It may be reassuring to some human souls that there is something greater than themselves ready to welcome them into a new life, reborn in their heaven. It may be reassuring because they’ve been trained out of their magnificence, that which is their soul, the Source within, not outside. This is ok for those souls for they will see their own brilliance once all else drops away. That which was hidden shall be revealed.
Those of us on this side speaking with you, have a surety of this. That which is hidden shall be revealed. Whether you have hidden it from your human self, or it is beyond intellectual comprehension, it shall shine forth. It does so now even though you don’t believe it. You are tethered first to your belief in your human body, then to your mind, and then only as an intellectual understanding, to your soul.
Some moments you see through the dense fog of your mind to the light of you. Consider how in this moment in your writing, the morning fog all around you is dissipating and soon you will see the sunlight. So brilliant that you cannot look upon it directly. That doesn’t mean that it is less than brilliant, magnificent. It means you are in a place where you cannot see the sun in all its glory. This is YOU. This is you as a soul – you cannot look upon your own brilliance, your own magnificence directly. Not yet! But you can still FEEL it. You can sense it. You need not go back to the training given to you that you are “less than”; that you are not brilliant or magnificent. That is old training that doesn’t bear/bare the truth.
It matters not who or what lead you into the training away from your magnificence. The fact that you thought you needed to cover it up – this brilliant light of you – can now be seen and judged as an untruth. There are many veils to be lifted and this is one. You are the brilliance of soul. You are the light, Love Divine. It is you. Not outside of you. There is no outside of you. There is only brilliance of you.
In the Christian writings, it is said that you should not hide your light under a bushel. Meaning there is no reason to not see your brilliance; to see your own light and not dim it for anyone or anything; not for any indulgence in lower beliefs. You are magnificent. You are brilliant – a light in physical form. You are Light. You are Love Divine.
You are Love Divine. Believe it.
Believe in yourself and your truth as a soul. You are more and need not hide it. You need you. You are the messenger of your soul to your human self. This is why you have a mind! You have it to believe in brilliance, that the magnificence has no other source than you.
Dear soul, if we could express this in any other way, we would simply say believe in the love that is you. Love yourself, for you are beyond any belief. You are Love Divine.
You are Love Divine.
In this we have ultimate faith. For love shines brightly from all souls, and you are a magnificent soul. We love you more than words can convey. Shine, dear one, shine and believe in your own magnificence.
With all our love, The Guides @
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